I miss you.

Hay
I know we haven't seen each other or even talk to each other in a while but I want you to know I've been doing a lot of thinking lately...and...
I want you to know that I miss you.Not I regret what happened or I want to see you again just I miss you....... just I miss you. It's so strange to think that someone I knew so well is now total strangers to me sometime I go entire day without thinking about you what do you look like. Most of time, I let myself forget because it's easier but then I find something, photos, gifts, the stupid love letter we use to give each other and full weight of what's been lost crashes down on me part of me wants to see you again to Hold you again to kiss you again but all those feeling becomes empty thoughts. When I look back now remember being love isn't always what it seems it's just so easy to forget but this isn't regret, we had a reason for ending it and they are as valid as ever but back at the start, we didn't need any reason to fall in love, we just did. The reasons  came at the end and everything since than has been about reasons and that's good, means that one day I'll find someone who I won't have to say goodbye to but... a part of me just misses loving someone and having them love you back that's all. I guess what I'm saying is I hope things are good with you. I hope everything is great... I hope everything is great. I hope you found a love that's all the things ours couldn't be but... Just a small part of me hopes that you still remember what it was like before all the reasons and that you miss me too.

FADING MEMORIES !!!

Something dim and distant…… fades away beyond hazy mist….A memory I should have held on to. But before I know it, they were gone. I try to recall them but they continue to disappear as if running away. Like, memories of beloved friend you used to play with, a fun school event, joking with friends during lunch break, a collection you pour your heart into the vivid memories of those moments fade away with the passing time and eventually disappearing as if they were nothing more than an illusion. Just which memories do people need in order to continue to live on? Thousands of memories we lived through, blurring with one another and tens of thousands or more unending cycle we have ahead of us. You feel and you forget. If I were told that I am just amalgamation of vast memories, with nothing to hold on to, then that is too ambiguous and vain for me to accept. So in order to be myself so that I can be myself, I am sure what I will say: you and I can create lots of moment which last as our tempting memories.

Love Proposal

Hi, ******* .I kinda felt that you didn’t liked the thing that I will call you. I will call you only if you wouldn’t be angry with me and if you want me to call you but I would like to talk to you. So I will say everything here. I hope you would reply me after completely reading this. At first I would like to apologies because I should say these things by being LIVE with you. I don’t know how to put this but if I say something wrong then please don’t be furious with me. I kinda liked you since the very beginning the day I saw you and your glimmering smile. I think that I should have talked to you sooner. I do have lots of reasons for falling for you. I know that I am completely in love with you. Its kinda weird to talk about this matter in this conversation, but I am telling you any way. I can’t promise to fulfill all your wishes and surely am not the prince that you dreamed of, but I can mold with you and I can promise that I will always try to make you happy as you desired. You know that I love you, but I can’t compare my love towards you with your parents. They certainly love you unconditionally and eventually more than anyone ever did to you. Compare to that my love is nothing but does that love matters to you of not? I don’t know about that. I have a past relation which I haven’t properly explained to you. If you want me to explain I would gladly explain ever thing. I think my past relation shouldn’t matter if I am loyal and true to you while am with you. So I am ready to be completely yours and the question is will you be willing to be with me? I know that it’s not a fancy proposal but it’s an honest, official and formal proposal from me. And one thing that I’ll request you, please don’t say me to move on because it doesn’t feel good when you say that to me because if I could move on I wouldn’t had approached you and I wouldn’t had waited a complete year to talk to you and I wouldn’t had been saying these things to you.  I know what it means by hurting so I will not do anything to hurt you. I can’t force you to be with me but I can request you. I promise to be always with you no matter the condition. Since you also didn’t want to end our relation here and you also want to know more about me so I want to continue a new relation with you from here. I wouldn’t give you a chance to regret taking a positive step on this so I think you shouldn’t be confused to take positive step in this. But I will say you from beginning that if you accept me you will be getting me for your life time. So are you ready for this? You do have lots of time to think about this. The two thing that I will insure you is that I do respect your parents too so I won’t try to offend them or do anything that will disappoint your parents. And another most important thing is that I will not let the relationship hinder or affect your studies. You can trust me. The last thing I want to say is I promise to you that I will be always with you and supporting you while you need me. I love you and I really want to be with you forever. I am ready to be yours. If you need me anytime I will be with you just call me my line will be always on for you. And I am hoping for a positive reply from my sweet, panda. I love you. Yours truly, *******. 

A confession from Science student

A confession from Science student.

Only science student can understand..........

Dear *******,

          The day I saw your smile, there was a sudden chemical reaction within me. Which resulted in increase in enthalpy of my heart. It is found that Na and H₂O were reacted and the Na is found to be your sweet smile. I wanted to convey the reaction towards you, then I realized that the reaction is not a reversible reaction. Even though your smile acted as Na, you showed chemical inertness. Even though the reaction is not reversible it proved the second law of thermodynamics. So, I had to control the reaction by consuming the fermented sucrose by adding Ivertase and Zymase.
                                                                                                                                         Yours *******  

First kiss!!.

First kiss!!.😘😘

   💓💓💋First kiss💋💓💓

She told me to come closer,

My heart went wider.

She held my hand,

My heart went warmer.😉😍

Her lips were near,💋

My heart knew the moment is here.

I took the first move,

I wonder did she approve.💏💏

I didn't knew is it wrong or right,

But she hugged me so tight.

I didn't know what did I miss,

There is no wonder that's the first kiss.💏💏💏💏

My Dark World.

My Dark World.

As the dark days in my life
cold winter is coming
As the queen of snow
As the season of pain.

The god of death is coming
In the death horse riding
I'm not suitable for heaven
So, I am living in this hell alone.

I am hated by the world
And drowning in the pond of blood
I am hanging in the dry tree
Please let me be free.

See the world it is burning
In the dark flames
The trees is falling
As the water of the ocean.

Help me to be free from dark world
I have been frosted
Please make this world bright
As the candles of dark flames.