Tuesday, June 16, 2020

I miss you.

Hay
I know we haven't seen each other or even talk to each other in a while but I want you to know I've been doing a lot of thinking lately...and...
I want you to know that I miss you.Not I regret what happened or I want to see you again just I miss you....... just I miss you. It's so strange to think that someone I knew so well is now total strangers to me sometime I go entire day without thinking about you what do you look like. Most of time, I let myself forget because it's easier but then I find something, photos, gifts, the stupid love letter we use to give each other and full weight of what's been lost crashes down on me part of me wants to see you again to Hold you again to kiss you again but all those feeling becomes empty thoughts. When I look back now remember being love isn't always what it seems it's just so easy to forget but this isn't regret, we had a reason for ending it and they are as valid as ever but back at the start, we didn't need any reason to fall in love, we just did. The reasons  came at the end and everything since than has been about reasons and that's good, means that one day I'll find someone who I won't have to say goodbye to but... a part of me just misses loving someone and having them love you back that's all. I guess what I'm saying is I hope things are good with you. I hope everything is great... I hope everything is great. I hope you found a love that's all the things ours couldn't be but... Just a small part of me hopes that you still remember what it was like before all the reasons and that you miss me too.

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I miss you.

Hay I know we haven't seen each other or even talk to each other in a while but I want you to know I've been doing a lot of thinkin...