FADING MEMORIES !!!

Something dim and distant…… fades away beyond hazy mist….A memory I should have held on to. But before I know it, they were gone. I try to recall them but they continue to disappear as if running away. Like, memories of beloved friend you used to play with, a fun school event, joking with friends during lunch break, a collection you pour your heart into the vivid memories of those moments fade away with the passing time and eventually disappearing as if they were nothing more than an illusion. Just which memories do people need in order to continue to live on? Thousands of memories we lived through, blurring with one another and tens of thousands or more unending cycle we have ahead of us. You feel and you forget. If I were told that I am just amalgamation of vast memories, with nothing to hold on to, then that is too ambiguous and vain for me to accept. So in order to be myself so that I can be myself, I am sure what I will say: you and I can create lots of moment which last as our tempting memories.

Love Proposal

Hi, ******* .I kinda felt that you didn’t liked the thing that I will call you. I will call you only if you wouldn’t be angry with me and if you want me to call you but I would like to talk to you. So I will say everything here. I hope you would reply me after completely reading this. At first I would like to apologies because I should say these things by being LIVE with you. I don’t know how to put this but if I say something wrong then please don’t be furious with me. I kinda liked you since the very beginning the day I saw you and your glimmering smile. I think that I should have talked to you sooner. I do have lots of reasons for falling for you. I know that I am completely in love with you. Its kinda weird to talk about this matter in this conversation, but I am telling you any way. I can’t promise to fulfill all your wishes and surely am not the prince that you dreamed of, but I can mold with you and I can promise that I will always try to make you happy as you desired. You know that I love you, but I can’t compare my love towards you with your parents. They certainly love you unconditionally and eventually more than anyone ever did to you. Compare to that my love is nothing but does that love matters to you of not? I don’t know about that. I have a past relation which I haven’t properly explained to you. If you want me to explain I would gladly explain ever thing. I think my past relation shouldn’t matter if I am loyal and true to you while am with you. So I am ready to be completely yours and the question is will you be willing to be with me? I know that it’s not a fancy proposal but it’s an honest, official and formal proposal from me. And one thing that I’ll request you, please don’t say me to move on because it doesn’t feel good when you say that to me because if I could move on I wouldn’t had approached you and I wouldn’t had waited a complete year to talk to you and I wouldn’t had been saying these things to you.  I know what it means by hurting so I will not do anything to hurt you. I can’t force you to be with me but I can request you. I promise to be always with you no matter the condition. Since you also didn’t want to end our relation here and you also want to know more about me so I want to continue a new relation with you from here. I wouldn’t give you a chance to regret taking a positive step on this so I think you shouldn’t be confused to take positive step in this. But I will say you from beginning that if you accept me you will be getting me for your life time. So are you ready for this? You do have lots of time to think about this. The two thing that I will insure you is that I do respect your parents too so I won’t try to offend them or do anything that will disappoint your parents. And another most important thing is that I will not let the relationship hinder or affect your studies. You can trust me. The last thing I want to say is I promise to you that I will be always with you and supporting you while you need me. I love you and I really want to be with you forever. I am ready to be yours. If you need me anytime I will be with you just call me my line will be always on for you. And I am hoping for a positive reply from my sweet, panda. I love you. Yours truly, *******.